you don't get something for nothing. everything has a cost, perceivable or not.

my mind isn't as sharp as it once was. i need to fix that. shall i start enumerating the ways in which i can do that?

2 hours and 50 minutes is a long time to sit in one place and bubble in circles on a page.

wheeee... programming is fun. and no that isn't sarcasm.

can someone please invent a motivation pill... so that i may take it. while they're developing that, they should also work on making that ever talked about money tree.

ok so my friend brian returned my spare notebook yesterday. i didn't realize how much i missed the darn thing till i got it back. its nice to have a notebook you don't give a crap about. you can drop it, abuse it, eat on it and not be freaked out that you might break a $2k machine.

i have to take the GRE on saturday and i have not prepared. looks like it'll have to be a do-over.

whoa. barfing is not a good feeling. better to be staring at a familiar porcelain throne rather than a strange unfamiliar public one.

examples partake of the particular

fucking cable company. my site was down (as was my internet access) most of the day.

de·vo·tion
n.
1. Ardent, often selfless affection and dedication, as to a person or principle. See synonyms at love.
2. Religious ardor or zeal; piety.

oh the line wasn't bad at all. i was done with my tax crap by 2 pm.

i have to stay home today just to wait for the UPS guy to drop off my tax stuff that my accountant mailed me. lets just hope that there isn't a humongo line at the post office when i try to mail the damn thing.

i swear i had dream last night where i was bald. not completely bald, but hunter s. thompson bald. aaggghhhh.

hows this for a greeting, "Hello, my name is Tim. Please do me." ?

why oh why do i try to figure people out. its like trying to figure out a difficult math problem. you really want to find the solution just for the sheer challenge of doing so.

yipee.. that french girl didn't drop the class. now if only i can contrive a reason to talk to her. now.. tell me, does the use of the word 'contrive' in the previous sentence seem a bit contrived?

is it always assumed that, for males, physical stimuli is prefered over mental stimuli? "hey shutup and just make-out with me"

i see myself sitting on a red metal folding chair in a crowd of people sitting on similar chairs. its my turn. i stand up and speak with a nervous yet unashamed tone of voice, "hi... my name is tim... and i'm an attention whore." the crowd replies in unison, unemotionally, "hi tim."

oh by the way.. i was talking about a person's brain.

i have to remind myself at times what my favorite sex organ is.

i've taken the day off today so that i can run errands and finish up my taxes. what has my life come to?

damn that french girl didn't show up to class. i wonder if she dropped it.

sap·py

1. Full of sap; juicy.
2. Slang. Excessively sentimental; mawkish.
3. Slang. Silly or foolish

what the hell is this?

oh here's a new one i heard the other day, "life's not all fucks and roses." i suppose its not, but it certainly would be nice if it were. actually. i'm not much into roses. maybe "fucks and tulips" would be more my cup of tea.

how many times have we asked ourselves "what's wrong with me?" when we really should be asking "what's wrong with them?" why do we assume we're more screwed up than the other person.

what is it that people say? "be careful what you ask for, you might get what you want" ?? the danger isn't having our wishes come true. we all want our wishes to come true. the danger is in wanting more once we have what we desire.

zzzTimbo (8:38:53 AM):hiya
Saysha714 (8:38:56 AM):hi
zzzTimbo (8:39:01 AM):am i wacked in the head?
Saysha714 (8:39:41 AM):No, you're very grounded..... just a little quirky when it comes to love & sex.
Saysha714 (8:39:51 AM):but hey, aren't we all
Saysha714 (8:45:07 AM):other than that you are perfectly normal, intelligent, in touch with your wants and needs, logical and have things in perspective

ok. whats with waking up at 4:30 am for no reason at all. i had a friend tell me once that she wakes up at 3:33 am on a regular basis.

ok what the hell....i feel as if i lost a whole day, not just an hour. waking up one hour late until my sleep/wake patterns adapt will probably add up to about a productive day.