Sunday, December 09, 2001

the sky is blue but the world is still gray.

Thursday, December 06, 2001

hey. done with school for the quarter.

Sunday, November 04, 2001

i think its odd, or at least somewhat amusing that i always end up taking pictures of my friend john taking pictures of me.

Sunday, October 28, 2001

eeew. barfy barf is not good to get on your car. i haven't looked this morning, but i bet its all crusted over now.

Saturday, October 20, 2001

ouch. this actually hurt. its a bit depressing to know that you suck at your favorite sport.

Monday, October 15, 2001

waking up on the hour every hour is odd, wouldn't you say?

Sunday, October 07, 2001

i haven't written anything in this thing since the WTC incident. nothing much has really gone on except school starting, getting a raise at work, going to vegas, and thats about it.

Monday, September 10, 2001

oh man i feel like crap, plus i still have to go to work and apologize to someone for them having read that i called them a fatass. at least i'm happy.

Tuesday, September 04, 2001

i finally figured out how to get my wireless network card to work with windows xp. yippeee. i can look at porn on the internet while sitting on the toilet again.

i wish i could bottle that feeling you get when you've solved a perplexing problem thats been eating away at your sanity for the past few days. all is good now.

Monday, September 03, 2001

this is what happens when timmy has too much to drink. he gets sleepy.
bbq 2 days in a row. yum. happy.

Sunday, September 02, 2001

its hard to believe that i was once that little. my biggest worries at the time were whether i'd freeze up on stage during a piano recital and whether i would trip and fall afterwards.

Saturday, September 01, 2001

test. does this work?

Wednesday, August 29, 2001

do i have to get old and wrinkly and slow and annoying?

Monday, August 27, 2001

shit. i have to be at my final by 7 AM. once i'm done with my education, i don't ever fucking want to go back!

Sunday, August 26, 2001

i know i've posted this before, but i think its worth re-posting.

1. Ardent, often selfless affection and dedication, as to a person or principle. See synonyms at love.
2. Religious ardor or zeal; piety.
just because you want something and wish with all your might doesn't usually mean you'll get it. i think this especially applies to wishing other people behave or feel a certain way that you would like them to. most people want to stay the way they are. most people aren't interested in seeing the world through different eyes.

Friday, August 24, 2001

Sunday, July 29, 2001

bored to tears on saturday night. must not let that happen again.

Friday, July 20, 2001

oh geezus (that would be jesus to some of you). my home LAN is on the fritz and its going to be such a pain in the ass to trouble shoot. i haven't been inspired to write a whole lot lately. life is just kinda blah blech ick right now. i'm hurting for money. i need to move out.

Tuesday, July 10, 2001

i'm done with jury duty.

it was difficult to pay attention to the evidence being presented when i was fantasizing about the judge and the court reporter the whole time.

Monday, July 02, 2001

this is what i did on sunday.

now if i had pictures from sat, i would post those as well.

Tuesday, June 19, 2001

how bout tttZimbo instead of zzzTimbo?

Saturday, June 16, 2001

oh... cleaning can be so therapeutic.

Wednesday, June 13, 2001

oh god there is something weird going on in the waiting room. some old guy fell down and now some crazy woman is beating her daughter.

Tuesday, June 12, 2001

this woman in the waiting room sounds like one of those droids from star wars.
Inappropriate Urination or Defecation: Urinating or moving one's bowels in inappropriate locations such as on plants, carpets, corners, etc.

spam. very bad.
apathy is super bad too.

Monday, June 11, 2001

oh gosh. neglect is bad.

Saturday, June 09, 2001

blah. but at least i'm done for the quarter.

Thursday, May 31, 2001

i didn't take this picture, but i wish i did.

Monday, May 28, 2001

Thursday, May 24, 2001

crap. when you ask someone out, have something specific in mind.
i found some old pictures of me in high school with my old girlfriend. was that really me? i was actually somewhat thin and my face wasn't as chubby as it is now.

Sunday, May 20, 2001

ok boy. went to tijuana on saturday. it was an interesting experience to say the least.

Friday, May 18, 2001

someone's damned cat kept me up last night. its kinda freaky how a cat can sound so human like. ick.

Monday, May 14, 2001

oh my. i haven't written for almost a week. i saw a good friend that i haven't seen in a while on saturday. he graduated with a phd, is getting married and is expecting a child. a lot of things can happen during any lapse of contact. i do believe that everyone goes through similar stages in life. i'm trying to convince myself that these stages are not milestones of accomplishments (much like distance markers in a race) but are instead more similar to traits or characteristics of a person. everyone is different and thats supposed to be a good thing.

Tuesday, May 08, 2001

given an asian woman, A, and a white woman, B. if the age(A) == age(B), then apparent_age(B) > apparent_age(A).
big problems make little problems go away.

Monday, May 07, 2001

i'm still working on that take home midterm.

Sunday, May 06, 2001

happiness is a state of mind whereas success is a relative measurement

Saturday, May 05, 2001

1. The quality or state of being relative.
2. A state of dependence in which the existence or significance of one entity is solely dependent on that of another.

Friday, May 04, 2001

one more thing on my mind: 1) take home midterm. this piece if crap is nothing more than a glorified homework assignment. what the fuck am i learning anyways.

Thursday, May 03, 2001

two things on my mind: 1) midterm 2) presentation

Monday, April 30, 2001

you don't get something for nothing. everything has a cost, perceivable or not.

Sunday, April 29, 2001

my mind isn't as sharp as it once was. i need to fix that. shall i start enumerating the ways in which i can do that?

Saturday, April 28, 2001

2 hours and 50 minutes is a long time to sit in one place and bubble in circles on a page.

Thursday, April 26, 2001

wheeee... programming is fun. and no that isn't sarcasm.
can someone please invent a motivation pill... so that i may take it. while they're developing that, they should also work on making that ever talked about money tree.

Tuesday, April 24, 2001

ok so my friend brian returned my spare notebook yesterday. i didn't realize how much i missed the darn thing till i got it back. its nice to have a notebook you don't give a crap about. you can drop it, abuse it, eat on it and not be freaked out that you might break a $2k machine.
i have to take the GRE on saturday and i have not prepared. looks like it'll have to be a do-over.

Sunday, April 22, 2001

whoa. barfing is not a good feeling. better to be staring at a familiar porcelain throne rather than a strange unfamiliar public one.

Friday, April 20, 2001

examples partake of the particular

Thursday, April 19, 2001

fucking cable company. my site was down (as was my internet access) most of the day.

Wednesday, April 18, 2001

1. Ardent, often selfless affection and dedication, as to a person or principle. See synonyms at love.
2. Religious ardor or zeal; piety.

Tuesday, April 17, 2001

oh the line wasn't bad at all. i was done with my tax crap by 2 pm.

Monday, April 16, 2001

i have to stay home today just to wait for the UPS guy to drop off my tax stuff that my accountant mailed me. lets just hope that there isn't a humongo line at the post office when i try to mail the damn thing.

Saturday, April 14, 2001

i swear i had dream last night where i was bald. not completely bald, but hunter s. thompson bald. aaggghhhh.

Friday, April 13, 2001

hows this for a greeting, "Hello, my name is Tim. Please do me." ?

Wednesday, April 11, 2001

why oh why do i try to figure people out. its like trying to figure out a difficult math problem. you really want to find the solution just for the sheer challenge of doing so.
yipee.. that french girl didn't drop the class. now if only i can contrive a reason to talk to her. now.. tell me, does the use of the word 'contrive' in the previous sentence seem a bit contrived?

Tuesday, April 10, 2001

is it always assumed that, for males, physical stimuli is prefered over mental stimuli? "hey shutup and just make-out with me"

Monday, April 09, 2001

i see myself sitting on a red metal folding chair in a crowd of people sitting on similar chairs. its my turn. i stand up and speak with a nervous yet unashamed tone of voice, "hi... my name is tim... and i'm an attention whore." the crowd replies in unison, unemotionally, "hi tim."
oh by the way.. i was talking about a person's brain.

Sunday, April 08, 2001

i have to remind myself at times what my favorite sex organ is.

Friday, April 06, 2001

i've taken the day off today so that i can run errands and finish up my taxes. what has my life come to?

Thursday, April 05, 2001

damn that french girl didn't show up to class. i wonder if she dropped it.

1. Full of sap; juicy.
2. Slang. Excessively sentimental; mawkish.
3. Slang. Silly or foolish
what the hell is this?

Wednesday, April 04, 2001

oh here's a new one i heard the other day, "life's not all fucks and roses." i suppose its not, but it certainly would be nice if it were. actually. i'm not much into roses. maybe "fucks and tulips" would be more my cup of tea.
how many times have we asked ourselves "what's wrong with me?" when we really should be asking "what's wrong with them?" why do we assume we're more screwed up than the other person.

Tuesday, April 03, 2001

what is it that people say? "be careful what you ask for, you might get what you want" ?? the danger isn't having our wishes come true. we all want our wishes to come true. the danger is in wanting more once we have what we desire.
zzzTimbo (8:38:53 AM):hiya
Saysha714 (8:38:56 AM):hi
zzzTimbo (8:39:01 AM):am i wacked in the head?
Saysha714 (8:39:41 AM):No, you're very grounded..... just a little quirky when it comes to love & sex.
Saysha714 (8:39:51 AM):but hey, aren't we all
Saysha714 (8:45:07 AM):other than that you are perfectly normal, intelligent, in touch with your wants and needs, logical and have things in perspective
ok. whats with waking up at 4:30 am for no reason at all. i had a friend tell me once that she wakes up at 3:33 am on a regular basis.

Monday, April 02, 2001

ok what the hell....i feel as if i lost a whole day, not just an hour. waking up one hour late until my sleep/wake patterns adapt will probably add up to about a productive day.

Friday, March 30, 2001

its hard to be regular.. and i'm not talking about constipation. though you could call not writing in a journal on a daily basis a form of constipation.

Thursday, March 29, 2001

givers and takers weren't born that way... but made that way.

Wednesday, March 28, 2001

so i found out yesterday that since grad students can only graduate if they maintain a gpa of > 3.0, the profs give out higher grades in graduate level classes. for example, in an undergraduate course, the mean will usually earn you a c/c+. in a graduate course, the mean will earn you a b/b+. so now i don't feel as good about the c that i got last quarter. if a grad student gets an F, its almost impossible for them to boost their gpa up to a 3.0. this explains why i didn't get an F for the class when i surely deserved it.

Tuesday, March 27, 2001

whoo hooo.. there is a french exchange student in my cs class. it's also a she. rare.

Monday, March 26, 2001

marie says "beer=survival" those are words to live by for sure.
oh dread. school starts again tomorrow. i still have not done my taxes. i need a haircut. i think i'm going bald. happy thoughts.. happy thoughts... at least i don't have cancer.

Sunday, March 25, 2001

wow.. i now know of two people who actually have read some of the crap here: stacy and marie. cool beans.

Friday, March 23, 2001

went to Crown City Brewery with hector. i had forgotten what good beer taste like. no offense to mexico, but coronas and pacficos pale in comparison to a guiness or a dark ale (literally and figuratively speaking). yum. beer. good.

Thursday, March 22, 2001

damn my car still smells like vinegar. that crap better go away soon. it only smells bad when i open the trunk.
damn i hate being rushed. i have to get down to irvine by 8 am. there better not be any traffic at this time.

Wednesday, March 21, 2001

ok i'm a big baby. my mother packs my lunch for me. today she happened to pack me a salad with basalmic vinegar. since i drive like a mad-man my lunch tips over and unbeknownst to me, the vinegar spills out in the the floor of my trunk. fuck! the car stinks now. what the fuck, good intentions do not nullify the fact i'm annoyed that my mother is not a details person. close the lid tighter or put the whole thing in a leak proof baggie. perhaps i should just drive like an old man.

Monday, March 19, 2001

toilet seats... free parking... good beer... intelligent conversation...wasabi green peas...

Sunday, March 18, 2001

ok i'm back. now i'm going to take a poop and take a nice long shower.

Thursday, March 15, 2001

ok i'm off to mexico. i'll be back on sunday.

Friday, March 09, 2001

oh this is so funny... you'd have to program c/c++ to understand
ooooh kings game again tonight. was fun but the seats were no where as good as last time's. i'd still like to go again. perhaps when they play a better team.

Wednesday, March 07, 2001

have you ever been so frustrated that you just want to lie on your back and flail your arms and legs and then cry your brains out??

Tuesday, March 06, 2001

oh god i have this yucky icky feeling of dread. i have to give a presentation on something i know almost nothing about, even after reading the paper 5-6 times. i actually feel like i'm overwelmed with life at the moment. i need to manage my time better and/or cut out something from my life. decisions, decisions, decisions.

Monday, March 05, 2001

oh goodie. my friend marie has a tent i can borrow! i have a presentation tomorrow for class as well as a final the following week. i'm not a very happy camper. but i'm sure i will be next week when i actually go camping. hahahaha.

Sunday, March 04, 2001

damn i need a friggin tent. anyone out there have one i can borrow?
i saw Sweet November last night with my friend Alice. thumbs up.
weddings are more fun after you've had a little to drink.

Saturday, March 03, 2001

shit... i forgot that i have to take care of this traffic school thing. who has time for this crap?
at the moment this is what i'm coveting.

Friday, March 02, 2001

oh god, i just spent all this time at work futzing with this blogger thing. and now... i think it actually works. so am i doing this for your benefit or mine? i'm selfish. this is a learning experience for me. if it weren't i wouldn't do it. so neener neener neener.
i don't think i have anything profound to say at the moment.

Thursday, March 01, 2001

so this is my first post.